8 XXX : self hatred

F - 5'9.5" - 129 lbs. I just want to accept myself after years of self-hatred. When I look at myself, I see either skinny-fat or really fat-fat. How can a mind be capable of deceiving itself so grandly?

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F/19/5'5"/112lbs. I hate my body. I go into fits of self-hatred that cause me to avoid social events because I just look at everyone and feel so inferior. My chest is flat. Everything is flat. I am painfully average. I started posting nudes online to boos

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